Jody...I miss you so much. Even though you were bigger and taller than me you were still my little brother and no matter how much we fought I loved you so much. I even looked up to you even though I was older. You were always just so brave and you were never afraid to speak your mind - unlike me. You were always there to make me laugh when I was down. You always were so goofy.
I miss the times that you, me and all of our friends would just hang out - not even really doing anything. I miss the times that I would just come over for the heck of it and you, mama and me would just sit there and talk about the most random things for hours on end. I miss the times when we were little that I got you in so much trouble even though you didn't do anything. Like the time we both knocked over grandma's ceramic shelves and I ran while you just sat there and took the blame. Thank you for that.
I just wish that I had been around a lot more than I had been the last couple of years of your life. I feel like I missed out on a whole lot of you life those couple of years when I was being held back from ya'll by Jeff. I know that Josh would have liked you. Ya'll seem a lot a like. Ya'll are both goofy. I know you would approve of him. :)
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JODY!