Jody Bryan Summers

It's hard without you. I can't wait to see you again. I love you goober!!!

Halloween 2003. Jody, Misty and I went to Newnan after I got off work. I took them to the Steak-n-Shake for supper. Then we went to the Haunted Hill. It reminded us of Friday the 13th, out in the woods. But Jody punked them all out. I thought we'd get kicked out. Jody was laughing so much. We had a blast.

Jody, You are the love of my life. I know i have gone on and been with someone else but your still the love i miss. You are my baby and it will remain that way. I miss the times we shared acting like goof balls causing mischief. I miss holding you and kissing you. i love you for all your flaws we had our ups and our downs but we somehow managed to stick together. I know without a doubt of my mind we would still be together if u were here. You are my hero jody i miss you everyday.....its hard because when i wake up in the morning ur the thing that sticks in my mind....sometimes its good thoughts and sometimes they are not so good thoughts

 

I just cant wait to see you...you have such a big heart...and i know your my gaurdian angel. I love you baby you mean the world to me...i told u that all the time...i also told u i couldnt ever live with out you....and i mean i am doing such but its one day at a time its hard....i have alot of mental problems and im sure i will have relationship problems for the rest of my life because its just so hard when u lose someone like you...I love you jody u are my love and the reason i want to finish living life to the fullest...

Jody...I miss you so much. Even though you were bigger and taller than me you were still my little brother and no matter how much we fought I loved you so much. I even looked up to you even though I was older. You were always just so brave and you were never afraid to speak your mind - unlike me. You were always there to make me laugh when I was down. You always were so goofy.

 

I miss the times that you, me and all of our friends would just hang out - not even really doing anything. I miss the times that I would just come over for the heck of it and you, mama and me would just sit there and talk about the most random things for hours on end. I miss the times when we were little that I got you in so much trouble even though you didn't do anything. Like the time we both knocked over grandma's ceramic shelves and I ran while you just sat there and took the blame. Thank you for that.

 

I just wish that I had been around a lot more than I had been the last couple of years of your life. I feel like I missed out on a whole lot of you life those couple of years when I was being held back from ya'll by Jeff. I know that Josh would have liked you. Ya'll seem a lot a like. Ya'll are both goofy. I know you would approve of him. :)

 

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JODY!

The past couple of years I know I wasn't around as much, but I don't think there was a day that went by I didn't think about Jody talking about the old days and all the trouble we all got into together, I know there were days momma Gail was ready to pull her hair out with the kids she had running through her house. I miss those days soo much staying up late laughing at really stupid things on the computer. Listening to Nirvana, or better yet listening to Jody play Nirvana on his guitar and talking about the future....I love and miss him so much! It's hard to believe he is gone and I know it will sink in one day. I guess he will live forever on in our hearts!

The memories Jody and I shared we more then what you could ever explain in words. He was my bestfriend, my brother, my shoulder to cry on and as i his. No one can ever take his place. The memories of us terrorizing the neighbor hood will always be my favorite. I love you Brother and always will.

Jody was a rockstar!   he would play something, and sit and wait for someone to recognize what it was, or he'd be like "ugh, ok then, how about this?" if no one got it...

or he would play something made up and then sit and wait to hear what someone thought about it...wanting a response, like "that was sick" or something...

i remember if anyone had a bad day or whatever all it took was hanging out with him for a little while for them to seem ok again....

he had a crazy imagination.....and that's where some of his funniest jokes came from....

he was also amazing in the fact that he was still just as important of a friend to those he really didn't care for, ....

i miss little wody so much...

and hope that im lucky enough to meet him again in the next life......

 

Just a little info on the music:

Seether's Broken....Jody learned on the guitar on request of his mom

Nirvana's Heart Shaped Box......Jody loved and was inspired by Nirvana

Nickelback.....Jody's mom likes the message of the song

TI.......in memory of Jody from a lot of his friends

Pantera.......Jody loved the solo

I have some good memories with jody and some even greater ones.

I still consider him my boyfriend and i will do such untill the day i die.

He is an amazing person and im positive he is up in heaven wowing people with his amazing talent i love him very much and i miss him...i will always see him in my dreams. One day i will see his bright and shining face with his beautiful blue eyes. I miss him so much...i try not thinking about it but i know thats no way to live...i can run away from it forever. I have my days where all these thoughts and memories come back to me and im just extremely overwhelmed and its hard to handle somedays....but i know ill get through this. JODY BRYAN SUMMERS YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY HEART